Though I’ve stood a million times
And watched you turn away
I can hardly stand it
I feel myself decay
My love will revive but he’ll never return
The sadness pulsates in every cell, all my vessels burn
And I know for once I’m wrong to try
When I don’t know who to miss
Or how to say goodbye
I bury every aborted kiss
That once conceived a dream
And my aching heart is deafened
By a secret silent scream
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My heart beats by accident
Since you turned away
I can hardly stand it
I feel myself decay
His smile spoke of all that I’ll never know
When will this starvation grant me death’s kindly blow
My love will revive but he’ll never return
The sadness pulsates in every cell, all my vessels burn
And I know for once I’m wrong to try
When I don’t know who to miss
Or how to say goodbye
I bury every aborted kiss
That once conceived a dream
And my aching heart is deafened
By secret silent screams
you don’t really understand pain until you leave the house without headphones
(Source: ermma-louise, via thesoulesssurvived)
I float through those walls
And dive in your arms
So long I’ve been waiting
To press these old palms
And the stars are weeping
It’s no surprise
To witness the words
Of all hell’s spies
Out of the chains that bind to flesh
I break from the roof and shoot through the skies
Searching for you on the other side
Every night it’s true
I leave the body for you
And on these lonely astral planes
I will call your name
There’s nothing more beautiful
To lay rest in defeat
To feel your lungs rise and fall
To hear your heartbeat
You are divine you are the only face
To lure me to lust delivered of Grace
Out of chains that bind to flesh
I break from the roof and shoot through the skies
To find you waiting on the other side
Every night it’s true
I leave the body for you
And on these lonely astral planes
I will call your name
Since Heaven’s apocalypse
‘Saints’ pull us apart
Fear is the poison
In their holy dart
Preachers are screaming
While angels weep
Knowing the ‘Shepard’
And his plans for his sheep
Though with little memory
Our conscious discreet
When the world is at war
Here’s where we will meet